Phew! The day is only half done and i feel like an old woman already! Am tired! So damn tired of worrying! Incidently, i worry not just for myself, but even for the unknown! If anyone decided to pay me for it, i will soon be a rich girl! Ha!
What am i doing with my life? More importantly, what should i do with my life? That is just what is eating this lil brain of mine. Which direction to head in? What to pursue? What not to pursue and what to leave? I had planned on so many things, and unfortunately, for myself, i seldom get them going! Ridiculously laid back, a desperate wait for a miracle, and a hope, that soon, i will see the light at the end of the tunnel! Sigh!
Am i confused? Oh! Boy! Ask me how much! A million dollars would be less to trade the amount! Phew! Life and its silly lies. Silly lies and their ensuing consequences. Consequences and a further entangled life! A vicious vicious circle it is, till of course, the Divine decides to have mercy on the ‘smallness’ of your brain and foresight, and gives you, on a golden platter, something really ‘divine’. And by that I donot mean a chocolate oozing delicious something!
Oh! If only life was that simple. If only things were easier. If only, we could just blink our eyes and have our wishes granted. If only...only if..
There's no point worrin wich way to go cz destiny usually meets u at the path u avoid to take......so do wot u love and lose tht laid back attitude cz the divine doesnt need to show u d rite way if u r already on one.....As i see it, the divine has already given all of us our golden platter and wot it contains is called 'A Perfect LIFE' (its us who mess it up by all d lie n deceit). So jst keep walkin d path doin all tht u cn the best as u cn and hopefully, soon u will see d light at d end of d tunnel....cheers !
ReplyDeleteI can see the confusion in the article :P
ReplyDeleteAs far as the miracle is concerned - I am here!! All you have to do is pick up the phone and that would be the end of all your worries.
Love you!
(ps- dont worry about life, its not a goal that you have to get to...its the journey. Enjoy it)